| A Matter of Evolving |
[Dec. 28th, 2009|03:01 pm] |
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Decent amount of snowfall even if I think the news exaggerates the weather quite often. Not like there is a couple of feet to contend with and obviously not that tired despite shoveling by hand two driveways this morning. Had to later celebrate feeling good by going out for some Japanese and then do some grocery shopping. Might as well be largely practical with my Winter Solstice money! With three nights of celebrating later this week, definitely cannot afford to be without a surplus of AAA batteries for my digital camera. Gothy clubs tend to be dark and one can easily go through the batteries by using the Flash. I suppose that I am in any even better mood these days since apart from the necessity of a new job, everything else seems to be going my way. Until very recently being informed about a place like the Black Cherry, had largely resigned myself to a very predictable way of life. The vast majority seems to remain confined to Bowling Green.
Frankies on the weekend is largely the older crowd of Goths, but it does get a bit disheartening when usually the basement is empty. Not like Bowling Green is that far away and do most people there lack cars on the weekend? Far too many people getting married in the conventional fashion and having children. Things really become Complicated in a culture like this when you lose touch in life with the one woman who you give your virginity to in life. Do not think it is unreasonable to only desire one Lovemate in a single lifetime, but a drawback to largely being unable to Transition, is how do you prevent yourself from needlessly accumulating prospects? Especially when one is mostly confined to heterosexual women and definitely do not see Chris Crocker ever asking me out..... Taking my own relationship past into consideration, definitely a bit too easy to attract even brief attention. An Alpha is still an Alpha even if one decides to put ones foot down and not needlessly accumulate sexual partners. It is a bit frustrating having to deal with how needlessly complicated heterosexual women make relationships, but even if such is an unreasonable purchase in life if one desires to have just one sexual partner for a few decades, can understand the practicality of a Real Doll.
If women can have such safe options as a Sybian, why should a comparable item be denied to heterosexual men? Not an easy thing to endure in life as to be at the mercy of ones physical form and the inability of remaining involved with the exact same woman for barely fifty or so years does make male heterosexuality decidedly repulsive. Because otherwise, you have to diminish yourself by embracing pseudo-polyamory. But fortunately the endeavor of fighting for same-sex marriage gives me an external justification to not propose to any woman merely to claim the status of marriage. Counter-cultural marriage is still marriage, mind you. Probably living up to my title of the Wise, but quite aware of the two specific ways that both women and men unnecessarily complicate something as simple as marriage. Women want some fantasy life while men, usually of the monothestic variety want a subordinate. Two stances that are essentially diametrically opposed to each other. One would think that many women would eagerly fight over an individual like myself who is not adverse to assisting with simple tasks as cleaning, but have too much pride to ever endure being on the receiving end of a divorce. Because I am not going out of the way to cater to any sort of relationship fantasy.
Was informed recently in regards to marriage about the notion of such a lifestyle as essentially being ownership of the other person. With being largely unable to Transition, a given that my purpose in life is not to needlessly waste my money on expensive diamond jewelry and so on. Or to support some woman's baby addiction. For needlessly reproducing since I do not have to look in the mirror to grasp who gets to become a wage slave. I was drawn specifically to my First because I understood that she also did not want children and this simple avoidance would make both of our lives uncomplicated. I help out with any cleaning work, so she is better able to focus on her respective career. Except things seldom go according to plan in life, do they? Met a second "homely" young woman while doing errands lately and it is the specific detail of how far too many women rely upon external and artificial allure that I cannot be accommodating and easily allow a second woman the chance to become close to me. Because I cannot rely upon such a woman in order to feel good about myself as a person. Heterosexual men remain as they largely are because what incentive is there for them to change for the better if it is Far too easy to simply just move on in life to a new woman? Breath, Vas, breath...... You do not need to slip into Lolthian mode again. |
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| The Possibility of a Partnership |
[Dec. 27th, 2009|06:56 pm] |
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Snow is finally coming back, but it remains to be seen if it will be heavy on Monday. Went to pick up a pizza for the family earlier and that visit combined with the new option in life of the Black Cherry, presented yet another direction for me. Seemingly made aware of a place where counter-cultural people actively gather and until very recently, I assumed it was basically the same direction in life for a long time to come. Friday night, go to same gothy club night. Repeat the following weekend. Partially because I lost touch with my First and for the most part, assumed women in general either want to be married until they get it Right or be married because of some supposed fantasy and so on. And when I chose to be more accomodating about a year ago, only finished cleaning up the mess my ex. left behind. One should not have to regret ever being involved with more than one woman in a single lifetime. Kindness repaid with humiliation. On a not too long ago episode of Divorce Court, it was explained in no uncertain terms that marriage is a job. And because of that detail alone, even if I and individuals like Judge Lynn get it, women in general on some unconscious level do not and regardless of how well I am able to treat a given woman, with the inability to fully Transition, precisely how do I myself never end up on the receiving end of a divorce?
When picking up the pizza, the seemingly incidental encounter with a "homely" young woman further inspired the new direction. Came to that regardless of the specific appearance of a given woman, what if she was worthy otherwise? Believe that I can indirectly use the superficiality of many heterosexual males to my advantage. Because it would be far less likely to be mistaken for lust in the eyes of women. If I am a woman trapped in a man's body, it does make sense when it comes to Balance to be exclusive to a woman who is a bit more masculine in appearance than the norm. Mentioned before how I am not interested in looking good in the eyes of other men. I prefer an intimate relationship be with the most ideal woman. Not the most glamorous. The fight for marriage equality provides me with an additional advantage. Some women want to be married merely to have a wedding. That consideration alone automatically eliminates many women and until taking up the struggle against relationship fascism, I thought the only woman I could truly be married to in the conventional fashion was my First. Just to remain apart from the Status Quo. I believe directly asking certain questions will further assist in weeding out the unworthy prospects at the start. A short list below. With the first question, there is the possibility that a specific woman only cares about joining some marriage clique and nonheterosexual people do not matter in this regard. One can still have a long-term relationship without having any sort of formal ceremony. And a visual example of a past prospect I was interested in. Who cares about her size if otherwise in all other ways she is ideal. From my own relationship past, maybe I find larger women also erotic since I am not especially shallow. With women anyway. Kind of horrified that my brother is trying to grow a beard. Find facial hair gross for the most part.
http://pics.livejournal.com/vasilisamanuese/pic/0001f088
How do you feel about making same-sex marriage legal?
What is your stance on mutual monogamy?
How do you feel about long-term relationships?
Is having ten or less previous sexual partners an unreasonable desire on my part?
(Want to determine how likely it is for a specific woman to cheat and I likewise went through an immature phase before Awakening.)
Are you willing to wait for sex until we both establish our common purity?
(Some women only want to have sex to foolishly compete with men.) |
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| Deviant Art Update |
[Dec. 27th, 2009|03:18 pm] |
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Took awhile to have something good enough to post as new Deviations, but added a few new photos from the black metal show last night. Assuming it is because of global warming, but who really wants "green christmas" variety of photos. One should not be able to see any grass regardless of the amount of snow on the ground. Even if it is a heavy snowfall, fits in wonderfully with this time of the year. Well, Friday anyway. Speaking of the Black Cherry, since the place is an essentially anarchist haven, might be finally able to something that I have long tried doing. Working with others to work towards a better society. One specific obstacle to allowing a woman become close to me is the pervasive practice of relying on artificial allure. Far more important to be loyal than how glamorous you look as a woman and important that I not rely on being involved with a woman in order to feel good about myself. Might take a bit of convincing, but I think if a new woman becomes a part of my life, I am fairly certain that I can direct her more towards focusing on social activism than becoming just another Lovemate. But the main liability with being unable to fully Transition, there is the necessity to not essentially use women sexually. A male privilege thingy that I need to deny and stuff in life. Trying to find that middle ground with wanting only one potential lover in life, but not become married in the conventional fashion just to end up still supporting the Status Quo. Should not be too much of a challenge, but I believe that I can talk any hypothetical women out of frivolous partner sex. Mentioned before how promiscuity one-sidedly benefits men and I prefer not to use my physical vessel in such a fashion.
http://vasilisamanuese.deviantart.com/ |
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| A Long Way to Go for a Date |
[Dec. 27th, 2009|11:52 am] |
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One more entry here. I suppose at least in my case, being married in the conventional fashion is an unnecessary indulgence in life since the fight for marriage equality is still going on. Mind you, I would like that I can formally marry my First as to not be just another married person, but if the victory against relationship fascism is won in the future, I suppose I can be more accommodating and give a worthy woman a chance. Already dated and so on for easily a handful of lifetimes.... Not utterly adverse to a conventional relationship, but since I can cook and clean personally, need to have a nontraditional relationship that sets me apart from the Status Quo and of course without even one divorce. Want it to be with my First, but have to see what happens after the fight for marriage equality has been completely won before I think more about my desires in this regard. At least in this country since obviously monotheism will not die out in the world for a long time.
http://www.fathermag.com/news/3774-longdate.shtml
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He wanted something simple: a wife who would love him and obey him and be subservient to him.
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Most of his friends and colleagues criticize his desire to marry someone three decades younger than himself. |
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| Quote# 69085 |
[Dec. 27th, 2009|11:32 am] |
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Definitely love Google. Naturally assumed that with how little new relevant information on an individual like Henry Makow, that he ended up divorced again. Simply by being anti-woman.
http://www.fstdt.com/QuoteComment.aspx?QID=69085&Page=1
"You can have power or you can have love. You cannot have both. You can be my right arm or you can leave."
A woman who really loves a man will accept these terms. (She wants love not power.)This is how marriage takes place.
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I bet ol' Henry wonders why he's still single.
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Share the love, share the power. I've never understood what's so scary about that for people like Makow.
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A man who really loves a woman will accept those terms, too, because marriage is (or should be) a union of equals. Two people support each other. They become each other's right arms (and that's a very poetic way of putting it).
So, "Dr." Makow, if a woman's submission to a man shows that she wants love rather than power, doesn't a man's insistence on dominance show that he wants power rather than love? And why should a woman accept a man who doesn't really love her? |
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| This explains Everything...... |
[Dec. 27th, 2009|11:14 am] |
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Some new comedy gold over on the Ghost Nation website. Observe this particular misogynist website for much the same reason as Jihad Watch. Like to remain informed about much more than the latest goth night or band information. Have noticed this specific detail common to anti-feminists. That they seem to be utterly clueless as to why in reality they are divorced. Does an online name like Repent Or Perish not at all invoke any illuminated light bulbs? Not too long on Divorce Court, there was a comparable man quote scripture this and god that. Naturally assuming the woman in the example below tried making the married work, but only so much christian rhetoric one can stomach being force-fed before you say enough is enough. Difficult to sympathize with such men if you cannot acknowledge that it is most likely instead your own flaws that drive women away. Instead of reflexively blaming feminism.
http://www.theghostnation.com/forums/index.php?/topic/15705-god-hates-feminism/
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Hello I am new here as well. I am from Canada. My wife left me a total of 6 times within 18 months. I took her back the last time because I wanted to try for our daughter. Anyways she is currently gone, so I was searching on google and found this website. |
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| Feeling Great |
[Dec. 27th, 2009|09:39 am] |
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Definitely a fun time out last night even if I often have trouble uploading photos and Facebook is not cooperating with me as well, so no visuals...... Incidentally, I believe I only started feeling really mellow and in an even more pleasant mood at the club probably because someone somewhere in the crowd was enjoying something a little stronger than cigarettes. Nothing quite like a high Eilistraeen and I actually was feeling friendly towards people. Instead of the usual impassively detached from everything but music and dancing. Not that I personally get into such indulgences, but I obviously now know where to go just to experience that particular "new" emotion! It was basically a black metal night, so probably not unexpected club antics. Major facial hair fest too. Kind of wondering if there was at least one other Asatru there. Still some room for improvement, but the age of forty is still quite sometime away and even now, do not have any sort of noticeable gut.
A lot of further improvement could happen in the course of a year and I have read elsewhere online that one has to love yourself first before being able to love another person. To make it far more likely to make a relationship work. With my present physical form, do not want to set any sort of record for how many women I can be involved with. And have too much pride to ever be briefly married and then divorced as many people are. Far more sensible to find out about this incompatibility before actually going through any sort of formal ceremony. Married life is all about intimately living together. Not some magical phenomenon with it somehow working capriciously with one person, but not another. Which means basically without fully discerning the character and background of a specific person, you end up wandering needlessly from person to person. Never achieving your potential in life. Remotely possible that a decade or so from now, the war for marriage equality will be won and I do not have to feel shame for deciding to become married in the conventional fashion.
Even to a woman who is not the one who I gave my virginity to. Simply because I am being incidentally selfish in this regard because at the moment, homosexual men who might be married can still needlessly find their much needed benefits from legal marriage taken away by the actions of others and where does this leave them? The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few. Or the one. To quote the Great One. Liked the recent Star Trek movie. Kind of interesting to see a meeting between young Spock and original Spock. If Gloria Steinem could become married at the age of 66, quite certain the same is possible for me. A specific woman has to demonstrate to me that she is worthy and not interested in merely Settling down and producing children. Have to remain apart from the Status Quo regardless of becoming married in the conventional fashion. Or even being involved with even one more woman over the next few decades. Business before pleasure! |
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| Bi-Location |
[Dec. 26th, 2009|06:56 pm] |
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One more entry for awhile. A possible explanation for some of my especially interesting dreams. Long since abandoned the endeavor of defining them exclusively in symbolic terms because that was starting to lead to one major headache. Back in the mid to late 90s. Really liking my body right now and being muscular is definitely Asatru. Not to the point where it is obviously grotesque, but when one is only 5'5" in stature, you Really have to adapt to not externally derive your self-worth as a person through how many women you have been involved with. Not to mention just a little over a year until I turn forty..... In a culture like this, have to look better than the typical male. Just so I do not unnecessarily look outside of myself in order to feel good about myself. Living up to my title of the Wise, but I think it is because of the common practice of not working on remaining involved with the same woman for barely a handful of decades, that heterosexual men in general are lamentably lacking socially. Mentioned this specific detail before.
When it is Easy to have sex with more than just a handful of women before the age of forty, what incentive is there for men to personally change for the better? They can just simply move on to the next woman. Hence, why I felt obligated to take a stand having lost contact with my First and having to keep women at arms-length. Just to keep the amount of partner sex during this lifetime alone as low as possible. Mind you, it was not like I only indulged three different times, but still too much even if my own record is considerably less than a typical heterosexual male. A friend of mine has had about 30 Lovemates. And I thought three was too many for me! Hence my gothy appelation of Major Slutt. It was crazy how out of control I was before my own Awakening. Memories..... Anyway, it struck me that even with not obviously doing more than just walking at the Rec, my body is starting to look great. Hard to say if this is some peculiar form of mind over matter or whatever, but my dreams(?) of living on Aelveron(?) are carrying over in this lifetime. Fight there and become physically fit here. And with a common theme that I have noticed, was there some futuristic type of Adrastai during that incarnation? Long since picked up on a pattern of becoming a veteran of being the leader of numerous bands and not of the musical variety. That I was not just an obscure legend in ancient Rus in the distant past. |
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| Remaining Strong |
[Dec. 26th, 2009|05:43 pm] |
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No slaves nurtured him, for the Norsemen believe that a man must recover from any sickness according to his own strength.
An especially inspiring bit of insight from this quasi-fictional book by Michael Crichton. Further illustrates why I am naturally drawn to the path of Asatru. I suppose being empowered is essentially innate to my Draestari nature. Plenty of examples in this lifetime alone in the past. After some surgery back in high school, I went to see a friend of mine. I was bored! Even though technically I was not supposed to do any walking after having the hernia operation. Same thing with how at my previous deli job over a decade ago, I probably had the flu or even pneumonia. All I knew was that for two weeks straight I felt like death warmed over, but was sensible enough not to cough on anything. Too willful to yield to feeling utterly drained and letting down my co-workers. And more recently when I tore a ligament in my foot a few months ago this year; two days later, I went and bought two plastic bags of groceries. Crutches or no crutches.
I suppose it was because I was determined to not be reduced to being a cripple, that I healed as well as I did. Since what sort of Eilistraeen can endure life without the pleasure of ecstatic dance? Just frittering away the time before getting ready to go out tonight and see some bands. To make up for not being able to go out dancing at Frankies. Because of the "holiday"! Anyway, was reminded of my feelings for my First earlier today. In a culture like this one and taking my physical form during this lifetime into consideration, the matter of being married in the conventional fashion becomes far more of an indulgence when you are essentially limited to heterosexual women. Because with the fight for marriage equality, the much needed benefits in this regard for homosexual men can become easily denied at the whims of others and unlike anti-feminists, I actually support the rights of men in life.
Mind you, I would like to also be married in the conventional fashion in addition to inner marriage, but having unfortunately drifted away in life from the one & only woman who I gave my virginity to during this incarnation, that sort of marriage becomes less of a priority. And since I am presently jobless, continuing to Transition is not really a priority right now..... Because I think I would be largely thinking of myself and hopefully I am denying this notion of male privilege and remaining apart from the Status Quo. Because regardless of no possibility of divorce, how does me becoming married in the conventional fashion at all make me distinctive still? Living proof that a "male" can thrive despite shunning partner sex for over five years so far since my Awakening. To make up for my own foolish antics of having three Lovemates in a single lifetime. Trying to set a positive example and so on, mind you. I realize that I truly do love my First, but that may simply be innate to my specific Otherkin nature. What else could love more deeply or intensely as a female dark elf? |
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| Explainer: What's an MRA? |
[Dec. 26th, 2009|12:44 pm] |
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Something that I found on a curiosity whim. Quite certain that men in general have the rights to get vasectomies before ever engaging in partner sex or to not propose to women or buy expensive jewelry and so on. Able to discern for example on the Ghost Nation website, there is no support or interest in fighting for same-sex marriage. So much for the rights of nonheterosexual men, eh..... Too busy promoting this illuminati and anti-zionism nonsense to focus on things that actually matter in life.
http://shakespearessister.blogspot.com/2007/10/explainer-whats-mra.html
So are MRAs concerned about anything other than raping and beating women?
Oh, sure -- they also don't want to pay child support. There's a huge segment of MRAdom that's fed by divorced men angry that their ex got custody of the kids, and now they have to fork over money to support them.
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What has any MRA group done on behalf of (mostly male) child soldiers in war-torn nations?
What steps have any MRA group taken to ease the legal process for newlywed men to take their wives' last names if they wish to do so?
What steps have any MRA group taken to support and advocate for the development and production of a male birth control pill?
Have any MRA groups launched any letter-writing, petitioning, or boycott campaigns toward Seth MacFarlane, Matt Groenig, John Gray, or Seth Rosenthal for their perpetuation of age-old stereotypes of men as incompetent, emotionally bankrupt, irresponsible idiots?
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Men who are truly interested in helping men and fighting the oppressive kyriarchy and things like narrow definition of male gender roles, parental rights, paternity leave and child custody, male victims of domestic violence and sexual assault, most likely already identify as feminists and are happy to work with women and feminists in making a more equal world for both genders. However, the majority of MRAs are hateful trolls. Men who are truly working on behalf of men and fighting the oppressive kyriarchy have to distance themselves from the MRA trolls because the MRA trolls actually HURT the causes that sincere men are working for. For example, there are many male bloggers who write about things like male abuse victims, fatherhood, parental rights, and true equality for both genders, however these bloggers identify as feminists and not MRAs. Because feminists have always talked about things like opposing the drafting of just males and restrictive gender roles that are responsible for things like the inequality in parental rights among other such inequalities, those who are truly interested in helping men find themselves on the side of feminists and NOT the MRA trolls. |
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| Still Wild at Heart |
[Dec. 26th, 2009|12:34 am] |
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Back home earlier than usual for a Friday night, but thankfully the pseudo-holiday is over and one does not have to endure hearing about Jesus for another year. Would have been in a really foul mood still even now. Frankies closed. Del Taco closed. So glad that Denny's Restaurant knows the "holiday" is done with and so things should be back to normal. Do not really have the sort of personality to easily embrace always staying at home at night. Mind you, even if I do not have the monetary resources to fully Transition, I still regard myself as a woman and do not desire to endure the sterile horror that is Settling down. A specific detail when one is seemingly confined to heterosexual women that necessitates keeping women at arms-length. Just to avoid involvement with children. Even with no divorce entering the picture, one still has to endure an unappealing existence and I prefer not drinking heavily anymore. Utterly uncomfortable around human children and since I do not have to rescue them from say possible death, not especially interested in any sort of lifestyle like that. So I can better enjoy life to the fullest. It was specifically that my First also did not want children that made her far more ideal than women in general and since one can only have one First in any given lifetime..... Well, with no Frankies being open, obviously do not get to enjoy the pleasure of dancing. There are very few things during this incarnation that I actually enjoy and expressing myself through graceful movement is one of them. I suppose when one is Aware of having an incarnation as a Vila, a given that you wish to remain an untameable creature of nature regardless of achieving a physically fit body in the guise of the opposite sex. Naturally disappointed, but if I wait a few days, there are plenty of clubs in Bowling Green on Wednesday night and none of them have a cover charge. If you dress appropriately in all black. Might go out on Saturday night just to make up for the unnecessary disappointment of places being closed on a Friday night. |
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| Doing my part for a better society |
[Dec. 25th, 2009|11:19 am] |
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Some more thoughts before leaving to see the family. And enjoy some good food. Probably need to always remind myself of this basic truth. Especially in a culture like this one and my own physical vessel. To not mistake need for love. Mind you, I would like my First to propose to me. So our relationship can be truly formalized, but regardless I do not need a woman's love. In order to thrive during this lifetime. Could be nice to help support her when she focuses on her career, but sometimes things do not always go according to plans. So I have to adapt in the face of undesirable situations. I suppose with the quote below, anti-feminists reveal that they are largely part of the Problem. In refusing to see that things are not as they used to be and women do not have to or even like raising children and so on. It also came to me that for the most part, men already have rights in life. The right to avoid frivolous partner sex. The right to have a vasectomy beforehand and/or wear a condom as to prevent becoming a father. Simple matter of thinking rationally. Like a man!
The fact that I do not hear much if anything comparable to a Million Man March is that MRAs really do not care about men's rights. Otherwise, there would be even more support for same-sex marriage. What about the rights of nonheterosexual men? Or Pagan men. Seems far more evident to me that it is easier to complain about the obvious fact that this is not a patriarchal reality. One can adapt to adversity in life. If being a male is supposedly so miserable, why not Transition? As to not be dependent upon women in life. But that option would surely mean becoming precisely what anti-feminists hate. Interesting how this specific term is used Far more often than that of MRA. Discerning enough to see that to be anti-feminist is to simply be anti-woman. Because to define oneself as pro-male means actually working to improve things for men. Such as protesting the supposedly misandrist television shows and commercials like the Simpsons and Family Guy which incidentally are produced by men. Not women, mind you. Also evident to me with the quote, that regardless of the rhetoric on the Ghost Nation website, such men do not want options in life for women and obviously opposed to equality. Hence exactly why they are anti-feminist!
http://www.theghostnation.com/forums/index.php?/topic/15702-ten-things-feminist-womyn-hate-about-all-men/
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Why is she leaving on a business trip when she should be working at home? Perhaps she is working to earn money? Deep down women like to stay at home and raise kids. Women are best suited to live on farms and tend to the land and kids. |
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| Reawakened |
[Dec. 25th, 2009|06:32 am] |
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Some more especially Interesting memory-dreams relived. Thankfully, not as adversely affected by the singular situation of being trapped in a body of the opposite sex and not knowing how to act around people. You have to instinctively not act in a certain way merely because of your physical vessel. Which makes allowing people close to you problematic at best. Practically everything is complicated. Specifically with the detail of being a heterosexual women stuck in a male body and you do not find males in general especially appealing physically, but are also immune to the artificial allure of women. Indeed, the unnecessary practice of relying on being glamorous at least in my eyes works against women in general. Because I have an obligation to feel good about myself without being involved with a woman. If anything, I have noticed the inability in this culture to remain involved with the exact same woman for barely a handful of decades. Not to mention the Tiger Woods example. So what is so Incredible about having a woman's love if it is so common to flee from it? Trying not to be reduced to cynicism during this incarnation. Because of all my reclaimed memories, I suppose that I remain unswayed by the propaganda and the deceptions promoted by these anti-feminists. Specifically those of the Ghost Nation website. Every-time I read something new, I am struck by how out of touch with reality they are there. Not that this insight is at all confined to myself. A promoting of a world-view even more fantastical and nonexistant than the Harry Potter novels. At least sane people know those are fictional. I think such individuals will eventually have something like a psychotic episode or follow the steps of more famous anti-feminists like George Sodini. Killing people in the process somewhere. Really hope not and they just end up quietly fading away from history. To be forgotten by people. |
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| Marc Lépine |
[Dec. 24th, 2009|05:23 pm] |
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I suppose that anti-feminists have been killing people for quite sometime then.....
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marc_L%C3%A9pine
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Marc Lépine (October 26, 1964 – December 6, 1989) was a 25-year-old man from Montreal, Canada who murdered fourteen women and wounded ten women and four men[1] at the École Polytechnique, an engineering school affiliated with the Université de Montréal, in the "École Polytechnique massacre", also known as the "Montreal Massacre".
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He had long complained about women working in non-traditional jobs, and after separating men and women in a classroom, he shot the women, claiming that he was fighting feminism. He then moved into other parts of the building, targeting women as he went, before killing himself. His suicide note blamed feminists for ruining his life. |
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| Top Secret Feminist Conspiracy |
[Dec. 24th, 2009|05:17 pm] |
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Find this hilarious since I know exactly who the said anti-feminist is.
http://community.feministing.com/2009/05/top-secret-feminist-conspiracy.html
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I have never encountered a more delusional person in my life.
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It sounds like he might be mentally ill, and I say that with all seriousness.
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Couldn't that go toward feminism's favor? If antifeminists are certifiably insane, who's going to listen to them except other insane people?
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When I asked him about feminism he claimed, and SERIOUSLY BELIEVED that feminism was created by the government, specifically the CIA, in partnership with John D. Rockefeller (and originally controlled by him) for the sole purpose of dividing the sexes. He claims that sexism never existed in the way it said to in the history books; that women and men were treated as though they were the same about two hundred years ago, and that the government somehow influenced society to become sexist around the turn of the century, and then created feminism. All this was to create some kind of new world order, which was secretly the reason for World War I. World War I was a conspiracy between secret organizations within the governments on both sides. The end goal was to create a global government which would be in complete control of all people everywhere, and this government would be secretly controlled by some religious order; I think it was the Free Masons he was referring to, but I'm not sure. Anyway, he opposes feminism because it is a key part of this plot. |
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| Marriage is Hard Work, part 2 |
[Dec. 24th, 2009|04:52 pm] |
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Workout regime is yielding results and better able to appreciate my new physical vessel. I suppose my own Awakening complicated life for me and in one form or another, I was intent on not being reduced to just an Ordinary male. The notion of becoming the writer/social activist/ martial artist certainly makes me anything but one of the masses. Setting aside the insurmountable detail that one can only have a single First in a given lifetime, with the necessity of fighting for marriage equality for all people, me being married in the conventional fashion becomes more of an indulgence. Instead of an obligation to the woman who I gave my virginity to. Why should I largely think of myself when many other couples out there can find their marriages being negated simply because christian fascists disapprove of them? And conventional marriage is needlessly seen to have far too much with a fairy-tale. Hence why I cannot propose to any woman except for my First.
Because I then become just part of the Problem. And since there is the additional hindrance of how women focus far too much on looking glamorous, that likewise prevents me from ever compromising again in life. Women do not have to go out of the way with looking good. That specifically is not what being married is about. The lesson for me is that I have to feel good about myself without turning to an external woman. I suppose this common practice is partially why males here are as they are. No incentive presented for men to improve for the better. And frivolous partner sex only compounds the problem. When women do not withhold sex except for a worthy Lifemate, precisely why do men in general at all have to prove they are worthy of her affection? The problem with expensive rings and formal ceremonies is that they all promote the fairy-tale fantasy and that has nothing to do with being married. From watching last Monday's episode of Divorce Court with Judge Lynn detailing the relevance of blood tests and background checks and classes in order to get married, this would naturally eliminate that possibility for anti-feminists. Because the attribute of being anti-woman would naturally work against them. Who really wants to ever marry a person like the example of George Sodini? Someone who is more likely to be physically abusive and so on.
http://www.suite101.com/blog/mamaof4boyz1girl/marriage_is_hard_work
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I believe that couples tend to focus on the day (wedding) rather than on the commitment (marriage). More preparation goes into the celebration than the union. As a result, when the dust settles and daily life ensues, boredom, frustration and disillusionment set in.
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Marriage is hard work. The feeling most identify as “love” or “being in love” is more closely related to “lust”. The passion, the fire, the instant chemistry felt at the beginning of a relationship does not last much longer than the honeymoon. Real “love” is built on trust, daily living, predictability and loyalty. It occurs over time and fully matures as the couple grows together through life’s challenges. |
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| Pakistan's Christians receive text messages warning of a "special Christmas present" |
[Dec. 24th, 2009|04:25 pm] |
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Definitely not the best way to make islam look better......
http://www.jihadwatch.org/2009/12/pakistans-christians-receive-text-messages-warning-of-a-special-christmas-present.html
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Thuggery, threats, thieving and lying: It's what islam does best.
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I imagine that Pakistan is wracked with waves of Christian vandalism and arson, and mass rapes of Moslem girls by Christian "youth", and beatings of Moslem schoolboys and elderly men by similar "youth"; and that Pakistani cities all have "no-go" Christian zones where Pakistani police fear to enter.
What? You say that isn't happening? Tell me another one! In Europe, similarly-sized Moslem minorities do all of that; so surely the Christian minority in Pakistan does the same.
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'All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth'...Christians in Mahoundian countries are lucky if they get that present...Most of them will be missing their two front teeth, due to Mahoundian tolerance, kindness, and good will...Many will be given the gift of death...Mahoundian mobs will guarantee that present...Special delivery, Mahound style...
Mahoundians everywhere wish Christians the very merriest Christmas possible...and will labor to see that Christians get everything they deserve, and have coming to them...After all, this is the 'Religion of Peace'... |
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| Is anti-Zionism hate? |
[Dec. 24th, 2009|07:49 am] |
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I'm completely convinced......
http://www.latimes.com/news/opinion/commentary/la-oe-pearl15-2009mar15,0,6323783.story
Yes. It is more dangerous than anti-Semitism, threatening lives and peace in the Middle East.
Anti-Zionism rejects the very notion that Jews are a nation -- a collective bonded by a common history -- and, accordingly, denies Jews the right to self-determination in their historical birthplace. It seeks the dismantling of the Jewish nation-state: Israel.
Anti-Zionism earns its discriminatory character by denying the Jewish people what it grants to other historically bonded collectives (e.g. French, Spanish, Palestinians), namely, the right to nationhood, self-determination and legitimate coexistence with other indigenous claimants.
Anti-Semitism rejects Jews as equal members of the human race; anti-Zionism rejects Israel as an equal member in the family of nations. |
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| Exposing the sadistic nature of anti-feminists |
[Dec. 24th, 2009|07:40 am] |
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Definitely a good night out on the dancefloor of life. Nothing like the natural high of expressing myself through movement to keep my physical vessel in great shape. Anyway, tend to remain informed in life since I am rather connected spiritually. Hail to the Dark Maiden! Progressively aware of an especially negative social movement commonly known as either anti-feminism or Men's Rights Activists. Although for the life of me, cannot grasp how physical battery of women or skipping out on child support after fathering about twenty children constitute rights for men. But what do I know since I am not given to such behavior regardless of my form during this incarnation. Obviously could never embrace something like anti-feminism since I like people and being moral. So not anti-woman. Even I am fairly amazed at how extensive this movement is with destabilizing society. I guess an example like George Sodini, the most famous anti-feminist of them all and also websites like Conservative Babylon were merely the tip of the iceberg. The Ghost Nation is essentially one of the bigger players in this endeavor to make society as undesirable as possible. Some statements in their own words below. Most likely one of the biggest promoters of anti-semitism and white supremacy out there. And with being on friendly terms with the religion of islam, would not surprise me if there was also a connection with extremist groups like Al-Qaeda. The quote below certainly sounds like veiled language pertaining to the practice to use violence to destabilize society. With this professed invisibility, absurd to think such individuals would be as publicly noticeable as the previous form of anti-zionism in history called Nazism. That they wear some sort of Ghost Nation t-shirts while shooting up a school or gym like the example of George Sodini. Interesting how such violence is common to such men. But then again, anti-feminism is all about sadism. Especially towards women. Just one example below. Otherwise, this entry could be massively long.
http://www.infoplease.com/ipa/A0777958.html
32-year-old Carl Charles Roberts IV entered the one-room West Nickel Mines Amish School and shot 10 schoolgirls, ranging in age from 6 to 13 years old, and then himself. Five of the girls and Roberts died.
http://theghostnation.com/
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These men are among the most dangerous beings upon the face of the earth. These are the men who make revolutions, a barbarian army within the city walls. They may create or destroy and have no place in the existing order of things and no loyalty to it.
I call these men the ghost army simply because they have no dealings with wider society and are thus invisible to it. They rarely vote and own nothing. At present their anger is purely destructive and tribal in nature – directed against other races and other subcultures such as followers of other music.
http://www.zionism-israel.com/his/anti-zionism-history.htm
Anti-Zionism is opposition in principle to the idea that the Jews are a people, or opposition in principle to the idea that the Jewish people deserve a state. It should never be confused with legitimate criticism of Zionism and of Israel, both of which are endemic to the history of Zionism and very much alive in Israel and in the Zionist Jewish community of the Diaspora. A major standard complaint of modern Jewish anti-Zionists is that it is not fair for Zionists to "speak for all of the Jewish people." Of course there are entitled to their views. However, the Zionists were the only Jewish group who succeeded in forming a world organization, and the majority of the Jewish people, even if they would not call themselves "Zionists," are more or less active supporters of Israel. A second complaint of anti-Zionists, Jewish and otherwise, is that "Zionists" (often meaning Jews) are unwilling to brook any complaint about Israel or Zionism. This complaint is usually accompanied by dozens of critiques of Zionism and of Israel by Israeli Zionists. |
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